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| i play with toys, surf the internet, have fun..and a lot more |
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MY CASTLE IN THE SKY
My manic mind has been ill for decades
I yearn for my pistol to blow haters away
Preparing my assault for everyone to see
This evil mentality is stuck inside of me
One by one their blood will start to pour
My castle in the sky is seeping out from my core
I grab the heat and begin to load it
Dumping hollow point bullets into every bitch
Stuck in the depression, I can't help but
Make it so effortless to turn on my kill switch
Deep down I always knew I'd be back to this plan
Eternally tatted in my mind the memory of a dead man
The pigs are coming, I begin to steadily choke on my pain
Speculating, should I aim the forty five into my own brain
Or should I drive down the street on the opposite lane
The clouds are rolling in I can see heavy rain
I'm swerving in and out trying to end this misery
I wonder if I died would anyone even miss me
Flashback, struggling in the streets trying to make a cent
None of the shit I did seemed to make any sense
At home malnourished in need of bona fide drugs
But instead I lay bleeding out, alone on my bathroom rug
Staining the tiles as my wrists open up
The door locked so no one could've made me stop
At one point I was truly happy
But my life rapidly became a calamity
Nobody has ever had to see the horrors I've faced
I wish all my cognizance could be erased
Demented has become my new name
And I'm fully committed to my final mistake
Now I'm laying in the road with my artery spewing
So grim, this was the only way to subdue me
I'm in a daze, the blood is rushing in
Reprimand for all my horrific sins
My body is beginning to feel stiff and cold
It seems as if I was born to die alone
All the little things that appeared so critical at the time
Has made me indifferent forever staining my petty life
I remember when I would stay up all night
Daydreaming about making my life right
But there's no chance of that happening now
Because my soul has flown above into the gloomy clouds
STOP BITING!!
^^ THESE ARE MY WORDS ^^
>> YOU WISH YOU WERE AS AUTHENTIC! << |
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